In looking back… I can see where I was trying to manipulate my life to conform to what I thought was best for me. I had no concept of what it meant to rely on faith, God, and the Program. I was leery at first, not sure that this program was for me – but there were all these people in the rooms who kept talking about how their lives had changed, and they seemed to be in better spirits than I ever thought possible – so I jumped in with both feet. I wanted what they had. I think God, in His wisdom, knew that I would have to play out my “intentions” …Everything… that my full focus would be on recovery. My time is now, my time to give back to others what I was so freely given. It’s my time to think of and care for those around me – my timing couldn’t be more perfect.