I am learning to trust my inner voice. I know that when I feel uncomfortable I need to look at whatever’s making me feel that way. I try to filter my thoughts and sort out my feelings. This is a process, and one that may take me a while to do. I cannot trust my immediate response to changes as I am often too quick to respond. Later, I may regret my earlier response, and wish I hadn’t said what I did, or made the commitment I made. At first, I respond from an emotional level, and afterwards having taken the time to consider all the ramifications of the request, I find that my true response is quite different from the one I made. I have to allow myself time to completely understand the effect such changes will have on my life, and on my sobriety.
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