Today I know that I need to change. I accept that my behavior and attitude was negative and destructive. Today I make a choice to work on my alcoholism. I was changing before I embraced a spiritual program but the change was for the worse. Each day I grew more dependent, more isolated, more angry and depressed. I felt I was a hopeless case! Today I am working on my anger and loneliness. I talk about those things that cause me pain and distress. I express my fears and resentments – and it is getting better. God created this world in perpetual change and I believe that He is to be discovered in the change. I am evolving into Truth with my small steps. The steps I take towards recovery are my “yes” to God.

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